We watched his movie together…
He is my favorite person, he is also my idol.
And he taught me how to love.. That’s why I showed everything about him to you, just because I want to be like him, loving his wife sincerely.
And I want to do the same thing with you, even thou you know I’m failed.
But now he is passed away, leaving all of us today, September 11 – 6.05p in Jakarta. I even post it on my main blog.
I’m so sad, my idol is gone, but now he’s happy with his beloved wife there..
Usually I wrote something here if I failed or succeed, but today I just writing about my progress, everything seems fine, but yes it’s hard to leave any comfort zone, just for you 🙂
But again, this isn’t guarantee that my plan will work, same as we’ve done before, especially when we were together, we had several plans right? But some of them are failed.
But again, I won’t give up, I will do anything for you.
Love is crazy, eh?
Can I go to your class? I just want to see you, because that’s what makes me happy.
Hope you won’t mind.
Recently, I posted about something, something that realized I just failed with it.
But instead i have another chance, I’ll try my best, wish me luck.
Btw, it’s what about? It’s about how to restore our relationship, yes I still don’t give up, I love you, Darya.
I have 2 days left to do something, something that maybe help our relationship status, yes, I still have efforts to do that, but I don’t know how’s from your side.
I really have no idea, but still, i’m trying my best, because I love you.
This is just another random post.
If you realized that I seldom write here, it’s not because I forget about you, busy or whatsoever.
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I’d like to write so much here, but stuck with feeling that I miss you so much.
I am still leaving, or maybe hiding from anybody or everybody, never get any information from my inner circle, it’s because I still missing you, and can’t do anything else.
Suddenly just got kind of bad news, but I don’t want to write it here.
And still i’m hiding from the reality, living with my own sadness.