Resting time

12:00PM +8

I have a coffee break, suddenly I miss you as usual, I’d like to call you but I’m still afraid – and I know you won’t answer me, right?

Have a nice day, Dasha!

Explanation about Google Drive #2

Read part 1 first, please.


I explained almost everything on first post, i don’t want to ask you anything directly anymore, just why you don’t want to talk to me anymore? In the morning, I’d like to explain everything about your gmail, so maybe I can help you, but you told me you were with parents, So, you can’t get a call from me when you’re with them, right?

Continue reading Explanation about Google Drive #2


I feel lonely.

Can’t figure it out why, today I just went to the lobby, watching people – thinking about nothing, I have no friends.

Actually I have some friends here and also colleagues but Ρ…Ρ€Π΅Π½ с Π½ΠΈΠΌΠΈ, when I feel lonely, I’m trying to listen to the music, walking near hotel until PTC (Palembang Trace Center – Ρ‚ΠΈΠΏΠ° Ρ‚ΠΎΡ€ΠΎΠ²Ρ‹ΠΉ Ρ†Π΅Π½Ρ‚Ρ€), sometimes check out Instagram, watching your stories

And again I miss you, blyat..

Usually I avoid missing and lonely – the perfect match for me to be completely sad.

For over 6 months, I’m trying to distract anything from feeling lonely – and also be kind to other people as you said on your Instagram or whatsoever, but still I guess I’m failed again, how sucker I am.



PS: Sometimes I wrote your name in my dirty car, kind of crazy about you, eh?

Good night


9/8 5:50a

Dear Darya

Getting ready for work, yes, I’m working also on Sunday.

Suddenly I got overthinking about you, what should I do with our relationship? Are you trying to give up on it? Why you just keep silence? I wrote e-mails but it ended up with you who didn’t reply my e-mail. Why you do that?



I just want to say congrats for what you’ve got now,

Well I don’t know what happened to you now but my intuition says that I should congratulate you.

So, congrats for everything there.


With love


What I say when I keep silence