I miss you actually
That’s all for now.
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Sometimes I asked myself, whom I chase? What for I’m here? Who is my friend here? Do I have an enemy?
Anyway, I still don’t know anything about myself.
I’m still alive
Thank God, I’m still alive
Hello March, and hello you!
Test Positive for Covid-19
Dear Darya
After one week staying in hospital for accompany an engineer, finally I got test positive for coronavirus, and now I am in a quarantine facility in Labuan Bajo, Indonesia.
I feel fine, I don’t have high temperature or cold, I even can smell anything and taste any food, strange, but it happens.
Everybody knows that I got tested positive, but I just write it here today – again to inform you.
There are nurses here, they told me that I shouldn’t get stressed. I hope I won’t, but overall, I’m fine here.
And I hope you’re fine too. Now, i’m busy with watching some serials.
Be healthy there! I love you!
And Happy Valentine! 🙂
Regards, Anggie
14/02 10:21
Rest time
I’d like to post something about our memories, but I decided not to do that.
Instead I’m watching This Earth of Mankind, based on novel by Pramoedya Ananta Toer, I really want to watch this movie together with you, D.
Resting time
12:00PM +8
I have a coffee break, suddenly I miss you as usual, I’d like to call you but I’m still afraid – and I know you won’t answer me, right?
Have a nice day, Dasha!
Explanation about Google Drive #2
Read part 1 first, please.
I explained almost everything on first post, i don’t want to ask you anything directly anymore, just why you don’t want to talk to me anymore? In the morning, I’d like to explain everything about your gmail, so maybe I can help you, but you told me you were with parents, So, you can’t get a call from me when you’re with them, right?
Explanation about Google Drive #1
So, several months ago, I opened again Google Drive on my phone for work, it automatically logged in as my main gmail account (FYI: I have 2 gmail accounts, one with @gmail and another one with @anggiemaya.net – kinda corporate mail), in a recent tab, I got something, it was like this:
Happy New Year, Darya!
Hi cutie!
Happy new year! Hope in this year, you’ll be better and stronger than before.
Sit in my room, trying to write something and thinking about you. I should let you go, right? But I love you 🙁
Anyway, happy new year!
Good night, there 🙁
Lonely
I feel lonely.
Can’t figure it out why, today I just went to the lobby, watching people – thinking about nothing, I have no friends.
Actually I have some friends here and also colleagues but хрен с ними, when I feel lonely, I’m trying to listen to the music, walking near hotel until PTC (Palembang Trace Center – типа торовый центр), sometimes check out Instagram, watching your stories
And again I miss you, blyat..
Usually I avoid missing and lonely – the perfect match for me to be completely sad.
For over 6 months, I’m trying to distract anything from feeling lonely – and also be kind to other people as you said on your Instagram or whatsoever, but still I guess I’m failed again, how sucker I am.
PS: Sometimes I wrote your name in my dirty car, kind of crazy about you, eh?
Good night