Read part 1 first, please.
I explained almost everything on first post, i don’t want to ask you anything directly anymore, just why you don’t want to talk to me anymore? In the morning, I’d like to explain everything about your gmail, so maybe I can help you, but you told me you were with parents, So, you can’t get a call from me when you’re with them, right?
Continue reading Explanation about Google Drive #2
So, several months ago, I opened again Google Drive on my phone for work, it automatically logged in as my main gmail account (FYI: I have 2 gmail accounts, one with @gmail and another one with @anggiemaya.net – kinda corporate mail), in a recent tab, I got something, it was like this:
Continue reading Explanation about Google Drive #1
Happy new year! Hope in this year, you’ll be better and stronger than before.
Sit in my room, trying to write something and thinking about you. I should let you go, right? But I love you 🙁
Anyway, happy new year!
Good night, there 🙁
I feel lonely.
Can’t figure it out why, today I just went to the lobby, watching people – thinking about nothing, I have no friends.
Actually I have some friends here and also colleagues but хрен с ними, when I feel lonely, I’m trying to listen to the music, walking near hotel until PTC (Palembang Trace Center – типа торовый центр), sometimes check out Instagram, watching your stories
And again I miss you, blyat..
Usually I avoid missing and lonely – the perfect match for me to be completely sad.
For over 6 months, I’m trying to distract anything from feeling lonely – and also be kind to other people as you said on your Instagram or whatsoever, but still I guess I’m failed again, how sucker I am.
PS: Sometimes I wrote your name in my dirty car, kind of crazy about you, eh?
To be honest, i’m drunk
And I want you to be here, with me.
I decided to open my old Instagram account, liking your pictures and see what’s going on there, trying to forget my trauma (Yes, I also had it) and perhaps, we can get along again?
Continue reading Fly away
Getting ready for work, yes, I’m working also on Sunday.
Suddenly I got overthinking about you, what should I do with our relationship? Are you trying to give up on it? Why you just keep silence? I wrote e-mails but it ended up with you who didn’t reply my e-mail. Why you do that?
I just want to say congrats for what you’ve got now,
Well I don’t know what happened to you now but my intuition says that I should congratulate you.
So, congrats for everything there.
I’m working as hard as possible now, so I hope I can meet you, at least I can see you for a moment.