I miss you actually
That’s all for now.
I miss you actually
That’s all for now.
Sometimes I asked myself, whom I chase? What for I’m here? Who is my friend here? Do I have an enemy?
Anyway, I still don’t know anything about myself.
Thank God, I’m still alive
Hello March, and hello you!
Dear Darya
After one week staying in hospital for accompany an engineer, finally I got test positive for coronavirus, and now I am in a quarantine facility in Labuan Bajo, Indonesia.
I feel fine, I don’t have high temperature or cold, I even can smell anything and taste any food, strange, but it happens.
Everybody knows that I got tested positive, but I just write it here today – again to inform you.
There are nurses here, they told me that I shouldn’t get stressed. I hope I won’t, but overall, I’m fine here.
And I hope you’re fine too. Now, i’m busy with watching some serials.
Be healthy there! I love you!
And Happy Valentine! 🙂
Regards, Anggie
14/02 10:21
I’d like to post something about our memories, but I decided not to do that.
Instead I’m watching This Earth of Mankind, based on novel by Pramoedya Ananta Toer, I really want to watch this movie together with you, D.
12:00PM +8
I have a coffee break, suddenly I miss you as usual, I’d like to call you but I’m still afraid – and I know you won’t answer me, right?
Have a nice day, Dasha!
Read part 1 first, please.
I explained almost everything on first post, i don’t want to ask you anything directly anymore, just why you don’t want to talk to me anymore? In the morning, I’d like to explain everything about your gmail, so maybe I can help you, but you told me you were with parents, So, you can’t get a call from me when you’re with them, right?
So, several months ago, I opened again Google Drive on my phone for work, it automatically logged in as my main gmail account (FYI: I have 2 gmail accounts, one with @gmail and another one with @anggiemaya.net – kinda corporate mail), in a recent tab, I got something, it was like this:
Hi cutie!
Happy new year! Hope in this year, you’ll be better and stronger than before.
Sit in my room, trying to write something and thinking about you. I should let you go, right? But I love you 🙁
Anyway, happy new year!
Good night, there 🙁
I feel lonely.
Can’t figure it out why, today I just went to the lobby, watching people – thinking about nothing, I have no friends.
Actually I have some friends here and also colleagues but хрен с ними, when I feel lonely, I’m trying to listen to the music, walking near hotel until PTC (Palembang Trace Center – типа торовый центр), sometimes check out Instagram, watching your stories
And again I miss you, blyat..
Usually I avoid missing and lonely – the perfect match for me to be completely sad.
For over 6 months, I’m trying to distract anything from feeling lonely – and also be kind to other people as you said on your Instagram or whatsoever, but still I guess I’m failed again, how sucker I am.
PS: Sometimes I wrote your name in my dirty car, kind of crazy about you, eh?
Good night