You’re still everywhere…
Tuesday mornings are like a plate of pancakes. I love pancakes. That’s so much I learnt about myself. I love pancakes and sometimes avocados, and coffee with milk.
You know that I was (am) a stubborn and you really hate it.
Currently I’m finding a new place for me and maybe for my mum also.
13th June is your birthday, right?
I spent your birthday in Singkawang, West Kalimantan, drawing your name, scream I love you.
15th June my dad called me and ask about you, he remembered your birthday, haha.. but I wasn’t mention that.
But now, I should face that he’s gone, I remembered, after got that bad news in the hospital, I wrote умер моего отца to you and Yura, he called me but I wasn’t ready to talk with anybody so i just say потом перезвоню finally, he sent me some money to my card.
I tried to call you, but I realised that you aren’t ready yet to talk to me, silly me, I was crying at the corner alone 🙁
But at least, thanks for reply my messages. I appreciate that.
July 4th 2021
Almost 1 week they put me in the office, meaning I’m not working in the field for some time.
Just got news from friends, that Russia still close it’s border, damn, F*ck.
I wonder, have you ever open this blog any-more? Anyway, I still write here sometimes.
I just hate everything now, I’d like to tell anything about my life here, but.. you know that.
I’m going again,
And I miss you so much.
Happy birthday, cutie!
I love you forever and ever.
Yesterday just got news that Russia will open its border for foreigners, in September.
Hope I can meet you 🙁