I maybe realized just now.. How stupid I am.
First of all, I created this blog just for express what I feel, even we don’t have any communication, I tried to maintain everything here, hope everything will be change, but still.. year passed and nothing changes.
You were happy with your own life, you didn’t forgive me at all, you hate me forever, and you don’t love me anymore.
Well.. I don’t know what to do anymore
I am so stupid, it was clearly that you don’t want me/you reject me right after that.
Congratulation that you can forget me, I am glad that finally you’re happy with your new boyfriend, new life, and new adventure.
I shouldn’t say that I love you anymore right?