11.23a 7/1

Dear Darya

I have something on my mind, I don’t know how to make you happy.

Based on the past is, I didn’t know, were you happy to be with me or not? I am glad if yes, but if no… Then I don’t know what to do

This is how egoistic I am, I’m thinking about you, but I never thinking about your feeling to me. Sometimes when my mind is normal (or crazy on my side), I know you didn’t love me anymore, I should thinking about myself and everything with you is over already, you told me to wait but that’s a signal for me to get rid of myself from your existence.

 

But still I’m waiting for you, what a gloomy love…