Exactly 12:00a in the middle of the night –
08/10

Again, just tortured with insomnia, and I can’t sleep, just this time I got internet access, a little bit, yeah.

Dear Darya,

I remember our quality time when we were in a our flat, i tried to make a cup of tea, I lay down and you used to lay your head on my chest and start talking, it was so romantic, and I just found this song:

You know what, I wish I could go back to that and ask you to sing this song, or at least just listen to this song. I could’ve been a much better boyfriend. I just didn’t be all I could be. And I regret it, I fucking regret it everyday. I didn’t realize how good I had it, and I still love you with all of my heart.

 

Here’s the lyrics.

Wise men say only fools rush in

But I can’t help falling in love with you

Shall I stay

Would it be a sin

If I can’t help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea

Darling so it goes

Some things are meant to be

Take my hand, take my whole life too

For I can’t help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea

Darling so it goes

Some things are meant to be

Take my hand, take my whole life too

For I can’t help falling in love with you

For I can’t help falling in love with you