Just leaving town again, I feel frustrated of my life, but I can’t cure myself, considering my heart feeling painful, and so on and now I am again trying to torture myself, how? Just went away, Did I enjoy it? Of course no, but I have no choice, I can’t live without Darya, it is true, and my mistakes and fault also killing me.
Now I understand why people put somebody who are guilty to the prison just to think about his/her mistakes, same as me, I’m imprisoned myself, for how long? It’s only Dasha know can decide, and in the end, maybe she can finally put death sentence to me. I should ready.
And I miss her so badly.