Just heard quote that “all men are assholes and all women are crazy”. I am not agree with that, I prefer I am an asshole and you’re the best woman in the world.
I understand, for you it’s better to cook something, studying, or working rather deal with real feelings.
And I also understand that you try to protect your heart and keep lock it up because it’s broken already, right? And the most relationships may fail anyway. You think caring only leads to stress and over analyzing.
Believe me, I feel the same, or maybe worse, because I am guilty for everything.
I feel unbearable, unendurable, unsupportable, never ending feeling that people call heartbreak. I even become invested in something that hasn’t begun.
Some people advice was, just go along with hook-up culture, do something else or having both yin and yang qualities within, love life and healthy..
Hah… I prefer never ending heartbreak, and I never let my feelings out of their cages, not even a single minute, This is how I love you, and I should wait until you’re ready… to love me again, or not to love me.