I can’t be fine, I can’t eat or sleep.
The emotional pain that heartbreak evokes is excruciating. Nothing else matters, no one else matters. I can barely function, think, or move. I feel removed from everyone and alone in a haze of unreality, trapped in my own shattered world. All I can see is you, D, only you., and all I can feel is terrible pain.
What I want most is for the pain to ease, to stop hurting so badly — but that is not what my mind wants.
When heart just broken, my mind has a very different agenda than I do. As a result, it ends up deceiving and making things worse.
I’d like to repair everything, but you just ran away, and feel happy there, leaving unhappy me.