As usual, I just keeping silence with resignation letter on my hand, resignation letter? What for, Anggie? You need money to live, to catch your Darya, to make her happy, ok, if it’s too far, to make you feel alive.
No, I can’t live with that, with such emotions, with such hurt-feelings, before I went to Human Resource, I met just one guy, and he (again) realized how poor I am, he asked “Did you eat well?” I’m just keeping silence, but another colleague, that I posted here before, he told him, that i’m idiot.
And I just keeping silence..
You know what? When a girl gets heart broken, she becomes half-herself. She feels as though the other part of her left with the one she was with or loved or wanted to love. She hates this feeling though and so she’ll make up her mind to do everything in her power to avoid such thinking. She’ll distract herself with people and things and places that she’s never met, tried, or seen before. And also she get up from the ashes of memories, and learns to walk away from a mindset that no longer suits her, or brings her happiness.
And I guess you win, you successfully distract yourself, and trying to forget me, or maybe you forgot me already.
This is the difference between men and women, women feel difficult for moved on but after all, she will forget her past. Meanwhile men can keep silence for several times, until he get his point that he can’t forget his girl.
And I can’t forget you.
PS: Tomorrow is day-off, but I guess I can’t work anymore, I want to go somewhere alone, and let nature kill me
I miss you, Darya