I feel lonely.
Can’t figure it out why, today I just went to the lobby, watching people – thinking about nothing, I have no friends.
Actually I have some friends here and also colleagues but хрен с ними, when I feel lonely, I’m trying to listen to the music, walking near hotel until PTC (Palembang Trace Center – типа торовый центр), sometimes check out Instagram, watching your stories
And again I miss you, blyat..
Usually I avoid missing and lonely – the perfect match for me to be completely sad.
For over 6 months, I’m trying to distract anything from feeling lonely – and also be kind to other people as you said on your Instagram or whatsoever, but still I guess I’m failed again, how sucker I am.
PS: Sometimes I wrote your name in my dirty car, kind of crazy about you, eh?