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Different Point of View

Dasha, you know, we have different of view as i wrote before, now I realized that it’s so much complicated, you think on your own way, I think on my own way, and both of us think on their own way, never believe what the others say.

Can love solve this, Dasha? I hope so. Can love cure this also? I hope so..

Now I decided to break my point of view.

Let’s face it, I hurt you, yes, I confess it.

I’m sorry..

I wanted you to suffer and die slowly..

Okay I got it, i confess it also.

Sorry….

And now you can do anything what you want, and you will not care about me..

It’s hard… but i should confess it also

Dasha, you’re right since the beginning, and please don’t say that you’re stupid.. in fact, you’re not, everybody said that you’re smart, everybody praise you because of it.

It’s me who are stupid, because i made you suffering in every situation, i understand your effort to do anything to be stay with me, and i ruined it.

I wanted to say “I love you”, but it will be not logical, how can people love while he hurts his couple.

Right?

 

 

But I love you, Dasha. and Always..

 

 

 

Don’t know anything to say

Dreaming about you

Today in the morning, i slept on a bus, and just got a dream.

The dream was, you.. wearing black coat (i remember that black coat, you look so pretty with that). Angry with me, i mean, real angry because I hurt you, i feel guilty for everything, again.. Sorry.

But it’s only words, right? 🙁 Will you forgive me, Dasha?

Now we communicate again, but still with some argue again, i want to avoid it, really.. Can we stop it?

I knew we have different point of view of our relationship, and both of us are just stubborn, but… overall, It’s my fault that i hurt you.

And now, i realized that I’m not ur priority again, you never contact me at noon, i don’t know what r u doing there? Are you avoiding me? I swear I never avoid you, Dasha. I love you so much.

Don’t leave me, Dasha. I need you. I truly apologize for what I’ve done.

I miss you so much, I miss our quality time

 

You hang me

I don’t know why you can’t answer my propose and plan. you told me you love me, but in fact you hate me also,

Dasha, you always say that i love you but also hate, No, i never hate you, just situation is different, but i love you, and always love you..

 

 

 

I propose you sincere, with no emotion, fully from my heart. Why you still angry with me? 🙁

 

I even can’t write anything here now, too hard for me

Don’t know what to do

Again i’m here, but i was thinking and thinking, my plan again broken, i can’t propose you, Dasha, you will leave

What should i do? Should i leave you? But i love you, are you really love me?

I have only two options, Give up or propose you now…..

But propose on internet? I really don’t like it. I have no choice i need to ask you, then

 

Bad News for Me, Good News for you

I just got message from mum that you will move to the U.S. for study? What?? I feel confused, not because you didn’t tell me that you will go abroad again, but for study? Are you trying to ran away? From me? What about my plan, Dasha? I don’t know… But i never tell you my plan, it’s normal that you don’t know L

I’m crying again, yes, such a bad me crying in the office,  how can i propose you?

I tried to contact you, but you just say that you want to escape from Russia, i don’t know, do you have another boyfriend?

 

I don’t know, I feel bad

And tonight i will go back to Bandung, going back with tears

Ticket is Expensive

Well, my preparation with you just little bit stuck, ticket just went expensive 🙁 but i’m trying as much as i can, working part time as much as i can for propose you, yes, i will do that in this year, just after propose we can stay wherever we want, either in Russia, Indonesia or any other country, just being with you, get romantic every day, eat together, can’t wait for that moment. And yeah, due to part of my work, maybe i will move temporary to Depok, because such work only available in Jakarta.

You know why i don’t want fixed work? Because i don’t want to be on contract, i want to go to you, Dasha, I need you, and I want you. The most important one, I  LOVE YOU, DARYA

Wallet from Dasha <3

I got wallet from you, thanks a lot Dasha, but i can’t find any notes inside it 🙁 only postcard “with love”, that’s what i like, ur handwritten. Then i wrote you in vk that i love you, and i’m sorry for everything bad,

But your response just flat, i don’t know, maybe you hate me,

I’m sorry, I love you.