Now I understand why I had a bad dream.
Had a bad dream, what if I had been waiting, but you were already with someone else there. In my dream, you have changed into someone else, into someone who hates me, into someone who has a new life, into someone who considers me a new friend.
This is the first time I’m drunk, but i can control myself, i still remember about you clearly, and didn’t do anything wrong or weird.
ik ben fine.
Just i hate my life now.
I miss you.
I wrote SMS to you, HELP ME, I was drunk. Actually I’m still drunk, here, haha. I just want to go home, but friends forbid me, I don’t want to be drunk with bitches, I love you, Now Im at home with my friends, theyre drunk already, but i take care of them, don’t worry no girls here, i love you.
Just remembered that sometimes I’m still doing some silly things; such as wrote you when I’m drunk, write useless things in this blog, etc
First one was uncontrollable, my fault – I shouldn’t do that anymore, better I shouldn’t drink. Second one – I’m just missing you badly.
I don’t know what should I do if I miss you.
Unfortunately, due to sanction, I can’t pay the helicopter’s lease – and even to buy flowers for your parents I can’t send any money to Russia.
I’m glad that you replied my e-mail, your parents were happy and healthy and everything is good there!
Thank you, appreciate it .
I really hate this, I’d like to send your parents flowers, but I can’t pay it, all of my cards are rejected in Russian sites, damn.
Anyway, tell your parents hi from me.