You know that I was (am) a stubborn and you really hate it.

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Place to stay

Currently I’m finding a new place for me and maybe for my mum also.

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13th July

13th June is your birthday, right?

I spent your birthday in Singkawang, West Kalimantan, drawing your name, scream I love you.

15th June my dad called me and ask about you, he remembered your birthday, haha.. but I wasn’t mention that.

But now, I should face that he’s gone, I remembered, after got that bad news in the hospital, I wrote умер моего отца to you and Yura, he called me but I wasn’t ready to talk with anybody so i just say потом перезвоню finally, he sent me some money to my card.

I tried to call you, but I realised that you aren’t ready yet to talk to me, silly me, I was crying at the corner alone 🙁

But at least, thanks for reply my messages. I appreciate that.


First of July

Just got news from friends, that Russia still close it’s border, damn, F*ck.


I wonder, have you ever open this blog any-more? Anyway, I still write here sometimes.

I just hate everything now, I’d like to tell anything about my life here, but.. you know that.


After 11 months stay in several hotels – and several cities, I realized that there’s one problem that some guys like, but I don’t.

It’s a girl.

When first time came to Palembang, one of my supervisor try to attract local girls there, some of them are married, they’re brave enough to betray their wife, but of course those girls never say something to them.

Instead several girls try to talk and get my number. I tried to be polite, but later i decided not to answer them.

Dear Dasha, if we chat everyday,  you knew I will tell you that I’ve done here, and you won’t believe, but good that we didn’t talk for a long time, now I understand how I should value you so much.

So, those attractive girls won’t get my attention. Thanks to you, anyway you are the most cutest girl I ever know, Dash, 😉 all the rest just ugly :p

I just want to tell you much about this, but since this bloody Russians called me, I will write later here.

I love you , Dasha.

What I say when I keep silence